Before the Rain:
A Memoir of Love & Revolution
by Luisita López Torregrosa
Nonfiction — Memoir
Houghton Mifflin Harcourt; August 7, 2012
From the inside flap:
Before the Rain tells the story of love unexpected, its fragile bonds and subtle perils. As a newspaper editor in the ’80s, Luisita Torregrosa lived her career. Enter Elizabeth, a striking, reserved, and elusive writer with whom Torregrosa falls deeply in love. Their story–irresistible romance, overlapping ambitions, and fragile union–unfolds as the narrative shifts to the Philippines and the fall of Ferdinand Marcos. There, on that beautiful, troubled island nation, the couple create a world of their own, while covering political chaos and bloody upheaval. What was effortless abroad becomes less idyllic when they return to the United States, and their ending becomes as surprising and revealing as their beginning. Torregrosa captures the way love transforms those who experience it for an unforgettable, but often too brief, time.
Before I get into what I thought of the content of Before the Rain, I’d like to say that I love the cover of this book. I don’t usually highlight cover art in my reviews, but I think this cover art is gorgeous. The cover itself is either something other than paper, or paper with some kind of coating, and it has a crosshatch texture to it that I also love. I just had to mention all of that.
It’s the 1980s. Luisita and Elizabeth first meet when they work for the same newspaper–Luisita as an editor, and Elizabeth as a reporter. Elizabeth is newly married and Luisita is in a relationship of her own. Months later, after Luisita goes through a bad break-up, she and Elizabeth start talking more and flirting a bit. Then things get more serious. When Elizabeth is assigned to the Philippines to cover the revolution that will run Marcos out of the country and put Aquino in power, Luisita decides to take a leave of absence from her job and join Elizabeth. So begins their rather whirlwind relationship, which ultimately ends in heartbreak after years of routine ups and downs.
Torregrosa’s descriptions of the revolution in the Philippines and the many landscapes she and Elizabeth experience are great. She writes like a journalist and her detailed descriptions make those places and experiences come to life. The romance in this book is best felt when Torregrosa talks about her love of tropical places–especially the Philippines–and I think the “love” in the title is a reference not only to her relationship with Elizabeth, but also her relationship to the Philippines. Additionally, I think Torregrosa’s love of the Philippines is more than a love for a beautiful island and warm weather: it’s also the place in which she and Elizabeth were happiest, with each other and with themselves. Her time in the Philippines, as well as her other travels and experiences as a writer, were my favorite parts of Before the Rain.
Writing like a journalist has its pitfalls, though. While she writes passionately about her life as a writer at a time when there were some major things going on in the world to write about, she is a bit standoffish with the details about her relationship with Elizabeth. It is obvious that she had (and continues to have) some very strong feelings for this woman whom she spent many years of her life with, but I didn’t feel it like I think she intended me to. I’m not saying that Torregrosa should have provided more details about a relationship that she may want to keep private, and I don’t think her intention was to tell all. I respect her wish to keep some things to herself and (probably) protect Elizabeth’s privacy, as well. I’m sure readers are expected to read between the lines. Unfortunately, though, this made their relationship a bit abstruse, and I may have gotten the wrong ideas about it. Their love comes across more like obsession, routine, a fear of being lonely, and a fear of change. The actual relationship feels very abstract and distant. For this reason, it was hard for me to connect with Torregrosa (and their relationship) until the end when she describes what their separation did to her psychologically and emotionally.
That doesn’t mean that Before the Rain is a bad book or that it’s not worth reading, though. Torregrosa is a good writer, and Before the Rain is a great look at what it was like to be a journalist in the ’80s. It’s worth reading for the travel and revolution parts alone. Although I may not have felt the love between Torregrosa and Elizabeth as I think Torregrosa intended I should, she did do a good job showing how love and certain types of relationships–as well as their endings–can transform a person in good and bad ways.
(To learn more about Luisita López Torregrosa, please visit her page on Houghton Mifflin Harcourt’s website.)
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